Hello everybody, sorry this may be very long thread.
I want to start out by saying being a nurse is such a great feeling. To serve others is what we all strive. I am very proud of myself for graduating and passing the NCLEX-RN. I also happen to be among those who have not been able to find work. After deep soul searching and feelings of disappointment about not having a job, I came to the conclusion that being a nurse is an accomplishment which I earned through hard work. It would be great to work and contribute to society. Until I find that job, I constantly encourage myself. I want to work in medical-surgical nursing. Therefore, on a daily basis I have decided to keep my knowledge by studying everyday. I spent way too much time and energy feeling sorry for myself for not finding work. Finally last week I decided to turn my challenge into an advantage.
I no longer feel sorry for myself. I understand I live in a city where there are lots of nurse graduates and few older nurses willing to retire. There is a tough competition to land our first nursing jobs. I admit I have not been competing as much as I should. I guess I was too overwhelmed by the competition.
Another obstacle I overcame is my lack of experience in the hospital environment other than my clinicals. Those who had worked as a tech during school have the advantage of finding jobs right after graduation. I felt terrible for not having had a tech job as a student. However, that too was competitive. The fact that I did not work as a tech did not stop me from becoming a nurse.
At the moment it is almost two years since I graduated. I still have not found my first nursing job. I am at a position to panic or feel depressed. I honestly can say I felt those feeling during these two years in addition to the anxiety about the NCLEX.
Before it becomes two years since I graduated , I have decided to try my luck out of state. In the mean time I am taking care of myself by eating right and working out. I am also studying to refresh my knowledge of nursing content.
It is such a great feeling to get out of self pity for not landing a job. Instead I am proud of myself for passing the NCLEX-RN and graduating. Now my only fear is losing my license if I happen to never find a job before it expires? Can I renew it even if I have never practiced? My license will expire in 2016 and I fear if I don't practice with it the BON will ban me from being a nurse. I want to ask the board of nursing my concern. Until then if any of you can give me an idea of what will happen to my license I would really appreciate it. thank you.