After years of volunteering at a small LTC facility, I was laid off from my job in an unrelated technical field and I started working there as a CNA. I was constantly stressed about finding another job in an area with a terribly high unemployment rate and the administrator was constantly stressed about filling aide shifts, so I decided to try it out with the understanding that I could go back to volunteering if it didn't work out.
Well, I love it. I love taking care of people and I am actually pretty good at connecting with the patients in a way that makes them less anxious about what they are going through. I've been through the emotional parts of the job as a volunteer too -- losing people who you get really attached to -- and I can handle that.
I am now thinking of going back to school to become licensed as an RN. I'm really apprehensive though. It is a huge move and I've scared that the things that I love about being a CNA at a small facility, like the personal time that I get to spend with each patient, won't be part of a nursing career. I also don't like the idea of starting my education over again, but I can get over that if I know that it is the right thing for me to do.
What I need to know from the nice people on this board is whether or not it sounds like I am living in a insulated little bubble now and if all of the things I love about being a CNA will be pushed off by the huge increase in patient loads and responsibilities that being an RN will bring. I know that nursing school will be a tremendous amount of wor, but I'm not really worried about that. What I worry about is if I will get to the other side of it and the job won't look anything like what I am doing now. Should I just keep CNAing forever or until the job market improves and I can go back into my previous fiend - which I also enjoyed quite a bit?
Also, I don't mine poo and all, but it would be nice to be able to use my brain again instead of just my wiping hand.