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Kinda long - see the TL;Dr (too long, didn't read) sentence at the bottom of this post if it's long for you atm.. appreciate any helps!
Hey,
So, I could appreciate some feedback here... I'm an experienced ICU nurse (8yrs total) trying to figure out how to deal with a very experienced long term charge nurse (20 years on this unit, over 30 years nurse experience total) who I am having problems with.
It's a pattern of behavior issue... Compared to other charge nurses, she does very little bedside care and only assists other nurses on the unit until she absolutely has to. She's valuable because she knows how to manage people, heads committees, has A TON of knowledge and experience, + she knows people (like, upper management). She knows how to phrase things and get things done, too.
What's upsetting is when I clock into work, I work HARD. I'm a busy body. I check on on my neighbor nurses. I say yes to even the most undesirable tasks (help fellow nurse with a clean up - it's an ISO patient, and there's poop everywhere).I'm very good at paying attention to details and whats going on in the unit. I complete requirements / education / audits / whatever extra is asked of me - on time.
Meanwhile, this charge nurse is sitting on her fat butt most of the time just chit-chatting with other people, being 'entertaining', laughing, joking, sharing stories, plans, vacations, whatever... When I approach her, she initially ignores me, and then I stand there until Im noticed by her. Side note - its really uncomfortable, and especially when other people are giving her subtle cues to be like "hey, she needs to speak to you' and then even that goes ignored for a lil while. When this charge nurse does acknowledge me, first response 95% of the time, is to give me a glare followed by a sigh... and then she asks what I need. When I tell her, she tries to delegate to someone else. When that cant happen and I truly need her help, her glares last longer and her sighs get louder. I can't even count the number of times this charge nurse brags about how mean she could be towards other nurses or family members. She brags about how much harder she could have come down on them.
I've received patients from the ED and other units, and the nurse giving me bedside report are nearing tears, telling me how mean this charge nurse is.
Charge nurse will say things that communicate her intent to belittle people, to shut up, and leave her alone. It's hard to explain... I don't get it.
Other info:
I get along with the other charge nurses and don't have issues with them. It's just this particular charge nurse I have a problem with.
I've ignored the charge nurses's behavior and moved on before. I've balled up multiple times and approached this charge nurse - again, she just uses tactics that I don't know how to navigate around...
I've brought this to my nurse directors attention before and things seemed to go well for awhile... now we are back to this charge nurse treating me like crap. I respect my nurse director and she would be totally willing to address this again, but our unit is going through a rough patch and I am trying to get creative and hold off until absolutely necessary because my nurse director has a lot going on right now and many things to juggle (not words from her... just my own observations and its all very matter of fact).
At what point do you just decide to go back to nurse director? what are things you can say to tell a charge nurse that uses intimidation when all you wanna do is communicate "XYZ makes me feel disrespected and it's unhelpful to me in just doing my job" at what point do you go to HR? is any of that of any use? am I missing something?
I'm not at the point of quitting because of this one charge nurse. sometimes it's tempting... but I've dealt with worse. So, I can tolerate it.
TL;Dr: Difficult charge nurse situation who is blatantly belittling and disrespectful towards me and others + causes other nurses from different units to become very upset. Goal here is to learn something about navigating around difficult people especially those who have leverage and much more experience than me. What do? Help?