Life is to short to be upset because people think you did a good job. Be grateful that you have a good reputation.
If your conscience is bothering you because you don't feel you worked all that hard to earn it ... then use that as a spur to motivate you to earn the good reputation that you have been lucky enough to acquire.
How is studying hard considered 50% luck? Give yourself a little credit, you've obviously earned it. Kudos to you.
Recently I won "Nurse of Year" and had some of the same feelings, "that I'm really not all that, if they only knew.........", but still I work my fool tail off and tookt he award with pride, as you should too.
Good luck!
I got an award at work that I wasn't really sure I earned, since it was pretty much for doing my job. My boyfriend reminded me that not everyone does their job well, and I should take pride in being recognized (even if it was so my boss's boss would look good). Now I've got a piece of paper on my wall and something that sounds good for nursing school applications. I'd say you're in a similar situation--even if only part of your award is due to hard work, you still put in hard work that others didn't. Be proud of yourself!
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I got an award for the biology lab classes today, but I did not feel happy. I do not know how to deal with this award.
Even though I studied biology and the lab hard, I still thought I did not earn this award. What I thought was I was lucky, and the award meant 50% lucky plus 50% sweat.
Was this thought normal?
In addition, how other allnurses.com friends dealt with an award? If some do not mind, would you please share the feelings here?
THANKS
Sincerely,
Grace