I can honestly say I have hit rock bottom.... feel so alone, feel like friends are tired of hearing me vent... thought this might be a good place to just vent (I've vented here before)...
Like so many on this board... I've never been crazy about being a nurse. I've been an RN for eight years and, not counting my current agency position... I've had five different nursing jobs. Every job, in one way or another, has made me unhappy, and I guess my motto has been "there's always a better nursing job out there".... so, I've job hopped.
I actually left a very good paying job with good benefits a little over a year ago... because I hated my job. I hated the hours I was working, I hated my clientele, and I was downright suicidal most nights. My most recent job... I was determined to stick it out as long as humanly possible, even though it wasn't the greatest job, it wasn't that bad... I was determined to stick around as long as I could....
..... and then I got fired.
Now, I haven't been able to find a full time job, and so I'm working agency. I've gotten cancelled every night for the past week. My car has been repossessed, my house is about to go into foreclosure, we have an electric and water bill due Monday that we aren't going to be able to pay. My husband doesn't make nearly enough money to support us. I feel really alone; feel like I have no friends.
