help plz!!

[trew1020]

I am starting Medical assisting program in July. My dream/goal was and still is to become a nurse but fear got in the way so I decideded to take baby steps first which is to go to CMA school. I have been waiting to go back to school for five yrs. Now due to me being a stay at home mom my husband been supporting us for five years. He is very supportive. But I can tell he is excited for me and also to help out with finances. Now that my kids are starting kindergarten,Wat do I do? do I spend $20,000 on cma school for ten months to help out with bills or take two half years to go for my long term goal which is nursing. By the way none of my classes will transfer from cma school so I would have to start over if I waited. I just don't know if I will ever have time to go back to school cma hours are 8-5 Monday-friday please help any advice. Also my family has been waiting for a while for me to graduate frm sonewhere just confused I want to go with my heart and that is nursing but my husband can use the financial help

[Esme12, ASN, BSN, RN]

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