Help, I'm scared as he** about my new CNA job!!!!!!!

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Currently a student and I decided to take some time off to go to work. I went through my two week cna class and gradurated. I accepted the job last Friday and will be taking a drug test this morning. I will probably be starting work sometime this week or next at the latest. The only reason I wanted to become a cna was because I have a great passion for helping people in need and I'm very selfless. Thing is, I don't think I can do the work. I have kinda a weak stomach for cleaning vomit and poop. Not to mention, I never changed a diaper in my life! I have all of my experience in retail and fast food so I never done this type of work before. Up until now, I have never felt this way about a job before in my life:uhoh21:!! Right now, I have a mixed feeling of being scared, worried, doubful, and angry. I'm in a predicament because I supposed to be working right now in order to make the deadlines for my bills and credit card payments. It will be worse if I do decide to turn down this job, I will be billed $310.00 dollars for the classes. Its almost like I'm forced to do this job and deep down I don't think I can do it. I'm a very hard worker don't get me wrong but I don't think this is for me. What do you guy/girls think I should do!? I got myself in such a deep hole:crying2:. Anybody who can reply please do so, any help is appreciated and thanks in advance:D!!!

Danny

Specializes in Operating Room Nursing.

I can't tell you what to do but i can offer some advice and my own experience. Cleaning up poo, vomit and changing continence pads isn't exactly fun but it is a basic skill that is required of EVERY nurse out there. It's generally expected once you have graduated to be already competent in this area. At some point your going to have to learn to do these things, now wouldn't it be easier learning when your a CNA, or when your under the enormous pressure of being a graduate nurse and having loads of new skills to master? I found working as a carer a valuable learning experience because it gave me the opportunity to learn these skills so i wouldn't be too far behind once i graduated.

When i graduated i worked amongst other graduate nurses who had no idea on the basics. They struggled a lot harder than me because they had to be supervised and needed more training.

So it's up to you. Would it hurt even just doing one or two shifts to see if your able?

Specializes in Med/Surg/Bariatrics.

Aside from fast food in high school, working at a long term care facility (nursing home) was my first job, at 19. I went that route because 1) I had a friend who was doing it and 2) because I love nursing.

It wasn't/isn't easy by any means, you are always on your feet doing something. I was scared to death too and wasn't sure if I could do it. But once I got in and started, I really had a good time. I didn't have much vomit but poo, yeah, a lot, nightly. But honestly (at least for me) it didn't bother me as much as I thought it would. I think it even made me stronger to handle such things. I was proud of myself for sticking it out and working.

I find it very rewarding. I have since moved on from CNA/NA to Unit Clerk, which is what I do now, just the other side I guess. I dont get the hands on like CNA/RN but I get all the labs, doctor orders, charting, etc. At times I find it boring and wish I was out on the floor with the other CNA's, I want to jump up from my seat and "get my hands dirty".

But, I will keep this job for now b/c I am getting great experience with paper work.

At any rate, all you can do it give it a try and some time. I found that once I was on my own with my own pts I sailed and did good.

Dont give up with first day or even the first week, it's scary but give it some time before you decide.

Thanks for the great replies so far! Anybody else got something that they would like to share? It will be greatly appreciated and thanks!

I don't quite get how you can say it's almost like you're forced to work as a CNA. The decision to take the CNA class was yours. After having provided your training, you have an obligation to provide CNA services to the facility that trained you. So you don't want to clean up poop. Who does? But if thousands of other people can handle it, you can to.

In everything I do (EMT, CNA, Nursing Student) I always try to remember that this patient is someone's family, and this helps me respond to them the way I would want my family to be cared for by others. When my parent or child needs care, I want them treated with dignity and respect - that's our mission. Would I want my loved one clean and comfortable? Absolutely! So I will deal with my patient's blood, poop, urine, etc., immediately and with every bit of dignity I can manage. You have to let go of your stuff to genuinely provide CARE for others.

MaineEMT2RN,

Your right, It was my choice to take the classes. At the time, I was desperate for any job because I had to make the due dates on my bills and second, I had to clear my record. I was fired from my last job which minimizes my chances of getting another job. I decided to just go for it because everything was in my favor and by me getting accepted into the cna class, I was almost guaranteed a job afterwords. I didn't start to feel sour not until I did my clinicals. Maybe my thought process was off. What would you have done in my situration? Appreciate the replies so far and thanks again!!

Specializes in med/surg.

I was like you when I began clinicals for the CNA program... I was so not ready for changing diapers, etc... However, I quickly learned that if you barely separate your lips & breathe through your mouth, it makes smells much more bareable & you don't offend anyone. Just remember that you can make the difference in someone else's life... you will make the difference between embarassment & respect. Treat everyone as you would like to be treated yourself... and realize that everyone poops, pees & vomits at some point in their life. If you couldn't take care of yourself, how would you want someone to help you care for you??

Good luck it takes a little getting used to, but eventually it's just another task, it may also help to talk while you work... I talk nonstop to my residents when cleaning them... it take my mind & hopefully theirs off the task at hand.

:wink2: I understand completely what you are feeling........I was the same way when I first started. It took me a while, but you will get used to it. After a while, your compassion and desire to want to help will develop even more and will allow you to handle BM's much better. I have heard that wearing Vick's vapor rub, just a small smear, under your nostrils will help a little and sucking on an Altoids mint, as far as masking the odor. The altoid's mints are very strong. You could also wear masks, BUT DO not wear the same mask in every patient or resident's room. :nono: You will have to put a new mask on every time you enter another pt's room, due to infection control measures. Good luck!

Wow, this forum is great, thanks for all the replies so far. That Vicks and the mints is a great idea, thanks alot. I feel much more relieved now going into this. I think you folks gave me enough confidence to go into this.:D

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