I just had my last lecture today! It's almost surreal. I've roamed those halls for over 2 years. Can't imagine life without going to school? That is wierd. Now I gotta find a job......anybody need a nurse? hehe. I feel like i'm on cloud nine. not nervous about finals just nervous about loosing my friends. I'm in a small community college you see and there are just 20 of us. Don't get me wrong, over 130 started my program and the few that are left have become family. How could I be so sad and happy at the same time? Did I mention I'm a guy? Above all of this, we are all going out this week after finals and I wonder about this girl I have been friends with. I have grown so close to her but we are so different. What do I do? I'm single and 29 and have the world in my hand. I plan to move away to Chicago where the pay is better....should I ask here to come with me? How do you know if you love someone? I've been around the block in all but I am wordless with this one. I need some girls advice. - RN Benny in 7 days.