I've been a good nurse for a long time but one year old in this new dept. Several days ago I took care of a DNR dementia patient that had runs of A-Fib. She was in a room that had a hard wire and it was. The blood pressure cuff remained on her too my entire shift but I did not let it cycle becasue she would scream her head off when the BP was taking, it would get tight, so I manually did them (I would push the start button each time) and comforted her, it worked. Well some way some how at the end of shift she had another run of rapid A-Fib, I was in an isolation room trying to keep a large man from falling out of bed and another nurse responded by calling the doctor and dealing with. Her BP became questionable and I showed the frequent VS sheet to the charge in report and he got curious, walked up to the monitor and several of the BP's that presented themselve on the monitor that I wrote down (I monitored her HR frequently and wrote them down along with the manual BP's I took plus a couple that were on the monitor.........although I said I was taking manual ones it was a crazy day and I guess I just did not think it through and just wrote down what I saw). Well the charge nurse made a big issue and asked if I basically made the BP's up BECAUSE several were not in the memory. Now how can that be, I don't know but I feel like my integrity and possible job may be on the line!!!!!!!!!!!! My director is wanting to meet with me and bring in a Union Rep.........does that mean my goose it cooked? I am so nervous and scared, if its not in the memory than it looks like I made them up? I guess they do not suspect the machine might be skipping or whatever? And what does a "wine garden right" or something to that nature mean? You know I could of lied nipped the whole thing in the bud by saying I did actual manual BP's with the rolling old fashioned things we still have on the unit.................BUT I told the truth but why am I being put through this??? I could go on and on, I have never been down this road before and not sure why I am all worked up even though I am innocent. Kitty Might Be Gone But Than What, who will hire a dishonest nurse if they will not believe, I have a squeaky clean record. Anybody ever have this happen to them?