I can relate to where you are. I've been working nights in LTC for only a couple of months now, as a charge nurse. Usually by myself, with 1 or 2 aides for about 60 patients.
I am not very confident with myself or if I am getting everything done that needs done, but I do have faith that in time, things will come to me.
Let's give ourselves a bit longer to see. I agree that it's gonna take a while, but the fact that we are being trusted with the facility and that we do know what we are doing, is a big plus in our favor!
Remember how it was when you first started? How things were so scary? It's not as bad now, is it?
Every day you are learning more and more.....and your confidence will build from learning.
Hang in there....I'm sure you are doing great!
PM me if you'd like to talk more.....