I was accepted into a direct entry program, a reputable B&M school, which was to start last August. I chose not to go, for a variety of reasons, but mostly having to do with the season of life my kids are in. I still felt a strong desire to become an NP some day (I am 40ish and have been wanting to change careers), but thought - I can do that later, but not my kids.
Yet...I've been kicking myself somewhat. I don't regret giving up the DE position. I was concerned about becoming an NP with no experience as an RN. My area is pretty saturated and all job postings ask for at least one year. So now I've been accepted into an ABSN program, which will allow me to progress into my MSN while working if I choose. Or I can simply wait and get my MSN later so I don't sacrifice too much time with the kids.
But I am struggling. My former industry is a decent one and pays well. It's just not all that...redeeming. It is flexible. I can work from home sometimes. It does require some travel. It's a business-y, Sales-y type of job. Really, I can make better money doing it than working as an NP.
But I have just wanted to do this for so long, I wonder if I am blinded by it. Am I underestimating the job? Is it harder than I think? Are the hours worse than I can imagine? Is it no fun? Are we going to have a glut of NPs/PAs in the coming years, so that our pay goes down the toilet? Or will we be so needed, the opposite will happen?
I juat want to see this clearly. And at my age, is this kind of change worth it.