Hello! I am currently finishing my first semester as a nursing student. I am in the top % of my class with my grades thus far. I am a really structured and an organized person by nature and I enjoy being with people. However, the past several weeks, I have been having doubts about my decision to enter the field. I have been looking deep within myself as to why all of the sudden I feel different about this, when in the beginning I wanted this so badly. I can't decipher if this is a confidence thing, or what. I recently had my first clinical and it was a very disappointing experience for me. I am generally a relaxed person, I take things as they come and deal with them. But this was a different beast alltogether for me. I found that every time I went to enter my patients room, I felt like my feet were in concrete and my anxiety was off the charts. I know my vitals and work super hard in class. But everything just went out the window. The entire day. While the rest of my fellow students felt fullfilled and excited at the end of the clinical, I was incredibly sad and unfulfilled, to say the least. While I know this is difficult for anyone to interpret and it lies on my shoulders to make a decision on this, I was wondering if anyone else had a similar experience or had any insight of their own? Thank you in advance.