Published Oct 24, 2011
maxcat
101 Posts
I'm a LPN student, in my second year (I chose the part time track). This year, I have clinicals, skills class, and med-surg. I'm a 4.0 student (even in my RN prereqs), have worked as a CNA, clinicals are going well...I am doing fine at the hands on stuff. Except for when it comes to my actual check off in lab, with the instructor.
I start getting anxious as I am doing the skill, and today I forgot a major thing. This is a skill I had done at least 5x with my group, correctly. I passed, nobody really fails the checkoffs, but we do have a final exam in Dec that can consist of 1 of a variety of scenarios. They are obviously a lot less forgiving of mistakes in the final, and I am completely hung up on the idea that I could mess up one thing, not realize it, and fail. And then would have to either repeat the whole year (b/c I can't continue this year) or switch out of nursing completely.
I just feel like my whole stupid career is hinging on some detail like breaking sterile technique, being too many points off on BP, etc... I'm 38, this is a career change for me, and I need to be working-I can't afford to dink around and try another year of nursing school, hoping I make it that time, if I flunk this final.
Any advice on keeping calm during checkoffs? I'm seriously thinking of asking for a xanax prescription... I know the material, I just need to keep calm and think clearly during these checkoffs.
Vershonda
121 Posts
Practice practice practice. This makes perfect. I understand your frustration but practing the skills and appear at ease makes instructors think you did every thing right. Be confident in yourself and the skills you do helps
spore2008
165 Posts
I am about to begin nursing school so I have never taken the type of exam you are describing. That being said, I have been evaluated on my performance skills in an academic capacity many times and I always found the experience to be stress inducing.
I would not take an anti-anxiety drug before an exam if you are not used to the drug's effects on your body. If you routinely take these drugs and know how your body reacts, that is a different story.
By far the best way to deal with performance anxiety is to prepare. Before the exam/evaluation, take a deep breath and repeat to yourself, "I can do this. I will do this."
You will do fine.
Just_Dez
9 Posts
Do they give you supplies to take home and practice with? If not, if you're not feeling sure, let them know. Ask for some supplies to take home and practice with. If you do break sterile technique, if you tell them will they let you start over again? If we were to break sterile technique and catch ourselves we get to start again. I would really practice as much as you're allowed during labs/sims lab.
Before I start a check off, I go over it out loud with a friend, have someone whose checked off watch me and double check my technique.
I prepare, and we have lots of time to practice. I practice in front of my group (of 4 students) and we have to check each other off. I wasn't even nervous before starting...I felt confident. Then, once I start, and I'm kind of talking through it as I go...my hands shake, I start to feel anxious, and that's when I am apt to forget something. It doesn't happen with every skill-mostly just the more involved ones (trach care, dressing changes...) that use sterile technique. I don't feel unprepared, I just feel that performance anxiety... not sure how to control it.
If we catch ourselves breaking sterile technique, we can stop and start again. We do get a skills bag, so I have supplies...but some of this still can't really be practiced at home (suctioning on the mannequin, etc...)
kjstrd
2 Posts
Maxcat, I am with you! I have severe test anxiety! I can do it completely right in front of other students but in front of the instructors, I freeze! I think I am intimidated by them! I have the parenteral validation tomorrow and am VERY NERVOUS!!! I feel just like you! I am 39 and have been a CMA for 18+yrs now so I should have no problem doing the injections, which I dont, but it is the thought that now I am responsible to make sure they can get the injection where as a CMA,the MD or NP was responsible and I just did as told!!! You and I seem to have a lot in common in this area, we should stay in touch and let each other know how it goes!!
crazytonurse
201 Posts
You can still practice the technique at home.. I used my son's albuterol spacer and it worked perfectly. Sometimes you just have to use your imagination. Good luck.
theantichick
320 Posts
I have a cohort who practices at home with a teddy bear. She goes through every step so many times that it's automatic for her. She's never gotten more than a couple of points off on a skills eval (like 2 points out of 175), and always for something totally minor.
My time is so limited, I can't put in the time and repetitions she does, so I end up with more points counted off... but I drill myself constantly in my head on the steps and on the big items especially those related to patient safety. I get a bit anxious when performing for the instructor, but it's not too bad, and I remind myself that I may lose points for style, but I am solid on my patient safety so I'll be ok. And that has been the case.
It really is all about being SO familiar with the process that you don't even think about it, you just automatically do the next step.
xtxrn, ASN, RN
4,267 Posts
If you do get a rx for an anti-anxiety med TEST IT out before the test You don't want to fall over- that does not usually go well :)
You know this stuff. Just keep telling yourself.
During my skills finals, I was the "dummy" () for "am care" and my classmate sticks a thermometer in my mouth (back with the glass thermometers). She's going on about the rest of the vitals, when my eyes catch a glimpse of RED....and the end of the thermometer...she stuck a RECTAL thermometer in my MOUTH --- AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH My instructor let her start over. I was traumatized for life Thankfully, at the skills lab, all items were purchased new, and not pocketed from discharged patients
If you're desperate, use a tube from the inside of a paper towel roll :)
turnforthenurse, MSN, NP
3,364 Posts
I used to hate skills check-offs initially because of anxiety. Practice makes perfect and the only way you will feel more comfortable is by practicing!
Thanks for replies-what I ended up doing today is asking my instructor if I could re-do it. Not to pass or fail, but just b/c I wasn't happy with how it went yesterday. She was totally fine with that, and said she appreciated that I would make an effort to do that. I feel much better, it went 100% fine. Of course, the fact that it didn't really "count" probably helped, but still.