I graduated in May 2013, ADN. Working on my RN-BSN. Doing everything I should be. I try to keep my focus toward the end game. Today is a bad day. I am having more and more bad days. I work, but not enough. I cannot pay my bills. The weight of everything is just getting to be too much. We are told that if you work hard, get a good education, do good, it will all come together. I cannot see it anymore. How to keep going despite all of the rejection? I feel stupid and worthless today. I cannot focus on anything anymore. I can't eat right, I can't exercise, I have to fake my way through most days. I wait until everyone is gone from the house and I just sit and cry.