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so i went for a re-take of the exam.......the first time i was devastated having to sit there and take all 265 questions....to find out that i failed. i studied my ass off.... 3-4 hours a day for at least 4 weeks! using the computer and my saunders book. i am an lpn, transitioning to an rn, i passed my lpn the first time and only had 90 questions. so now this second time, i studied more frequently with less questions, memorized lab values, knew my drug classifications, studied using the kaplan testing program, used a different study book, i was ready, i was confident. i went to take the test and i felt good, i took my time, and at 89 my computer screen goes blue...my heart dropped into my stomach....i was done.....i figured either i did really good.....or i did awful! i leave and make my way home, the day goes by and no results....i'm going crazy because the last time i had known my results by the time i got home. so i wake up, go to work, and about 3pm i check my e-mail....and this time.....i get a letter explaining how to put together a study plan!!!! i cried...i puked i was so disgusted with myself, everyone says that they are sorry....but it's not their fault....it's mine! how can i go from 265 questions to only 89? simply because i got more dumb......or simply because my judgement now is so crippled i do not trust myself to answer correctly? is this wrong for me to think? i let everyone down......i let my husband down, i let my parents down...everyone that believed in me that i could pass! so far i am the only one to fail twice in the program....and only one other girl failed once. i so want to pass.....i wanted to the first time i did not pass........the days are awful......i have to listen to everyone ask now...how i did, and yet...i have to once again say i failed.......