Well.. my story is a little unique. I have been in the healthcare field since 1998. I started off as a secretary in the ER and from there went on to get my EMT. After my EMT I went to Paramedic school since my GPA wasn't good enough for the requirements for Valencia Community College, Orlando. I was sucessful in Paramedic (I mean why wouldn't I be? I had worked in the ER for many years. Doing hospital clinicals was like work and no pay). My skills were top notch. I had the ability to improve them at work and school. Even when I went to nursing school I floored many instructors with my advanced IV and patient care skills. Anyways, so after paramedic school I struggeld with the state exams. I failed the medic exam 3 times (last time I scored a 79 with only needing an 80 to pass). There was no refresher course - I had to redo all of paramedic school from the begining. I was devistated. In the back of my mind I said it's okay... nursing was the goal anyways and now the GPA is high enough (since I made all A's in EMT/Paramedic school). Well, long story short. Struggled through nursing school, but I made it. I did HURST, I did Kaplan which by the way was a waste of time. KAPLAN gave us an international instructor who passed her NCLEX in November (and this class was taken in January). Kaplan's excuse was "well her scores were very high and she is very knowledgeable". I am still fighting with them to get my money back. I was offered a job in Labor and Delivery as a RN, all I had to do was pass my NCLEX. I found out this week that I failed my NCLEX. I have not been able to even function, let alone stay awake long enough. I have had other stressors that may have played a part but I studied and was glued to my laptop with questions and reviews. I had many questions on mental health, prioritization and diabetes. I knew when I left it was a hard test and by seeing what others had writen in forums and classmates that I spoke with, I felt more confident. Now as it stands I have been removed from the GN program and have to wait 45 days to retest. I have had doubts about even retesting. I mean why? The paramedic things weighs heavy on me. I look and see my AS Emergency Medicine and now AS Nursing and no license. I jsut wondered if anyone else has noticed that sometimes having more experience hinders you in the long run. I felt I needed to share my story. Maybe it will help me and someone else in a time where you just really don't know if you should go forward or just stay put...