So I'm a new nurse - graduated in June. I had an externship in an ED of a local city hospital over the summer and they hired me for the unit and I started on 12/2. Very exciting - I dreamed of starting my career in a fast paced unit (ED or ICU) and everything seemed to fall into place. It's a city hospital so the pay isn't great, but the benefits are pretty good. So far I have never worked so hard for so little and I'm loving it. BUT, I am on week 4 of my orientation and am pretty frustrated with some of the things I see.
First of all, the patients. Many of them are drug users, alcoholics, criminals, homeless or morbidly obese. Now I have plenty of compassion for these people, and I don't skimp at all on the care I give them, but they wear on my nerves quite a bit at times since their needs are quite different from other patients.
Secondly, the freaking PCAs!! I am so nice to them, but I feel like I'm being hazed by them! I get attitude every time I ask for something! I usually say "excuse me _______, but are you busy? Would you mind...." but recently I've gotten used to sort of blaming my preceptor (which isn't going to work forever) - "excuse me __________, but my preceptor asked me to ask you to put bed 9 in a gown and on a monitor?" I just don't get it... everyone else is so nice to me! Is there something I'm doing wrong? I know I'm not entirely helpful in my description here, but any insight is appreciated!
The thing I really have a problem with is the people I work with who just don't take pride in their jobs - lazy people.... cleaning staff not replacing trash bags, nurses grabbing blankets fast while knocking several over onto the floor and just leaving them there.... the specimens all over the dirty utility room which smells like the aforementioned specimens, or things just plain not being stocked! having to run between two carts (with broken drawers) digging through and pocketing (as in to hoard for my own use) IV flushes... seriously, the 12 drawers near the beds I went through to find a BED PAN today!!! really? yes! I'm so frustrated, I have this super OCD vision of just going in one night and cleaning everything, stocking everything, labeling everything, etc. as if that will satisfy some innate urge for order. MUHAHAHAHA!!!! I know it's crazy, so please tell me what the hell is going on.
So far I've made two pretty shocking mistakes.... 1) I hung a bolus of 50mL D5W IV for a diabetic patient with super high BP and a BG of 64mg/dL... kind of makes sense, right?... the MD had ordered D5/0.9%NS at 100mL/hr. even though I had specifically repeated his verbal order word for word, he corrected me saying "no no, just D5" so I made the incorrect assumption (meanwhile he said he misunderstood ME originally!). So yes, I owned up to the mistake to my preceptor and she sort of rolled her eyes and laughed at me (I deserved it) - lesson learned, wait for the order for the confirmation you need when the MD has a very thick accent......2) I mixed up two urine specimens from two different patients. I threw both out, reprinted labels and asked the patients for another round, kind of embarrassing, but now I'm getting the hang of what can be multitasked and what deserves your full attention in the ED.
The thing that really throws me off is the Charge Nurse who constantly tells me I was more aggressive and faster on my feet when I was an extern over the summer. yeah, man, I didn't have a license back then! I really hope he's just trying to encourage me instead of really worrying about me - I would be mortified if he told the ADN I wasn't cut out for the ED and they sent me to a less acute unit!
//endsuperlongrant.
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So I'm a new nurse - graduated in June. I had an externship in an ED of a local city hospital over the summer and they hired me for the unit and I started on 12/2. Very exciting - I dreamed of starting my career in a fast paced unit (ED or ICU) and everything seemed to fall into place. It's a city hospital so the pay isn't great, but the benefits are pretty good. So far I have never worked so hard for so little and I'm loving it. BUT, I am on week 4 of my orientation and am pretty frustrated with some of the things I see.
First of all, the patients. Many of them are drug users, alcoholics, criminals, homeless or morbidly obese. Now I have plenty of compassion for these people, and I don't skimp at all on the care I give them, but they wear on my nerves quite a bit at times since their needs are quite different from other patients.
Secondly, the freaking PCAs!! I am so nice to them, but I feel like I'm being hazed by them! I get attitude every time I ask for something! I usually say "excuse me _______, but are you busy? Would you mind...." but recently I've gotten used to sort of blaming my preceptor (which isn't going to work forever) - "excuse me __________, but my preceptor asked me to ask you to put bed 9 in a gown and on a monitor?" I just don't get it... everyone else is so nice to me! Is there something I'm doing wrong? I know I'm not entirely helpful in my description here, but any insight is appreciated!
The thing I really have a problem with is the people I work with who just don't take pride in their jobs - lazy people.... cleaning staff not replacing trash bags, nurses grabbing blankets fast while knocking several over onto the floor and just leaving them there.... the specimens all over the dirty utility room which smells like the aforementioned specimens, or things just plain not being stocked! having to run between two carts (with broken drawers) digging through and pocketing (as in to hoard for my own use) IV flushes... seriously, the 12 drawers near the beds I went through to find a BED PAN today!!! really? yes! I'm so frustrated, I have this super OCD vision of just going in one night and cleaning everything, stocking everything, labeling everything, etc. as if that will satisfy some innate urge for order. MUHAHAHAHA!!!! I know it's crazy, so please tell me what the hell is going on.
So far I've made two pretty shocking mistakes.... 1) I hung a bolus of 50mL D5W IV for a diabetic patient with super high BP and a BG of 64mg/dL... kind of makes sense, right?... the MD had ordered D5/0.9%NS at 100mL/hr. even though I had specifically repeated his verbal order word for word, he corrected me saying "no no, just D5" so I made the incorrect assumption (meanwhile he said he misunderstood ME originally!). So yes, I owned up to the mistake to my preceptor and she sort of rolled her eyes and laughed at me (I deserved it) - lesson learned, wait for the order for the confirmation you need when the MD has a very thick accent......2) I mixed up two urine specimens from two different patients. I threw both out, reprinted labels and asked the patients for another round, kind of embarrassing, but now I'm getting the hang of what can be multitasked and what deserves your full attention in the ED.
The thing that really throws me off is the Charge Nurse who constantly tells me I was more aggressive and faster on my feet when I was an extern over the summer. yeah, man, I didn't have a license back then! I really hope he's just trying to encourage me instead of really worrying about me - I would be mortified if he told the ADN I wasn't cut out for the ED and they sent me to a less acute unit!
//endsuperlongrant.