90 day countdown.

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Today, for the first time, I'm counting by days. 90 to go. Year one in TPAN went slow. Year two flew by. I had wondered if the closer I got, the slower time would seem to move. The answer is yes. The first six months flew by with the joy and freedom of stepdown. But the rest crept by. And the present seems to be in slow motion.

All I can think about is Chinese food drenched in soy sauce, dying my hair and drenching myself in insect spray before I go on a hike.

Time moves on nomatter what. So, I am determined to enjoy these slow creeping days!!!

you cant eat soy sauce..???

5 minutes ago, got_nurseing73 said:

you cant eat soy sauce..???

I guess it is fermented so has tiny amounts of alcohol in it. I am sure it depends on the quantity and brand. I did try to avoid it though if I thought I may be tested..!

Ash2213, I just had my 16th test. They are making sure though, after once a month testing they hit me 12 and then 3 days apart. My craving for Chinese food is so strong I wanted to cave in, but the false positive with soy sauce is too real. Tick tock slowly go the days.

Specializes in OR.

I am at exactly 121 days to go and can almost taste the soy sauce. Funny thing is, I never really liked the stuff to begin with. I’m more of a hot mustard fan.

Anyway, as Kel says, yes the days are ********* crawling!!!! <<<<silent scream>>>> I am so ready for this useless money/soul sucking endeavor to be over.

.....leaves thread to go scratch another tick on the cell wall....

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