Clinical anxiety. Why? Maybe just a rant.

[copperhopper]

During clinical, I loose concentration when I do my assessments. I understand the phys, pathophysiology etc., do great in labs, practice at home... My brain just dissipates when I walk into a room. Much more so when my instructor s watching. Any experience with this? I know what I'm doing... Until I have an actual pt. I know I have the ability and the drive to do well... But the worst of me is coming out this semester. I did well in medsurg, we're in l&d now. L&d is where I want to work when I graduate. And I'm not doing so hot. And it's noticed. I have to do well here. I also posted about problems with written detail. I just know I'm better than what I'm accomplishing but it seems the more I try the more anxiety i feel and fearful I become. Vicious. I think I just need one excellent, successful day. And for my instructor to be present on that day. And a prayer or two. Or three.

[rubato, ASN, RN]

We have done assessments every day that we've been in clinicals. I forget something every time. And, not the same thing. The worst was when my instructor watched me for checkoffs. I forgot the bladder and bowels entirely. Didn't ask a single question about those things and didn't assess for bowel sounds. Whoops! Might be some important info there.

My understanding is that this is normal and we'll get more natural with it and more adept at it. At least, this is what I hope.

[copperhopper]

I think you're right. I just need more experience. Just a bad week.

[rubato, ASN, RN]

Yeah, I've never felt so incompetent than when I started clinicals. But, thank goodness we get to learn in this safe, educational way, right? Hope you have a better week next week.