I have been a LPN for 3 years in Indiana. I have over 2 years experience in LTC/Rehab and Alz. I am also a junior in college for my BSN.
I started a new job about 5 weeks ago. I work weekend options (two 16 hour shifts) so I can complete my school work/clinical during the week.
I really need some feedback as I am deciding if nursing is really "for me". I have read a lot of posts on here that confirm some of my thoughts, but would like to present my issues for replies.
Our typical ratio is 15-25 patients for 1 nurse and 1-2 CNAs depending on staffing. The units are typically a mix of LTC and rehab (mostly rehab). Acuity is very staggered. The nurse is responsible for all meds, charting (including Medicare daily charting), helping with toileting/call lights/ADLs, assisting with meals (room trays and dining room), wound care and assessments, admissions, vitals, accuchecks, INRs, etc. Basically everything.
I have already had some issues every weekend I have worked. I met with my DON last week (5 days ago) and discussed many of my concerns with supplies, organization and staffing. I also called the director on Friday before my weekend shifts to express concern about staffing and the requirements of my position that are not typical "nurse" responsibilities (believe me I am all about helping, but this place is a little more than I have ever seen with spreading the responsibilities). During meals all of the CNAs are usually in the dining room to serve, transport, feed, etc. The nurses are then responsible for all room trays, answering call lights, answering phones, etc.
Anyway, my biggest question is this: Should I change careers? I feel that I am constantly working at facilities where I spread too thin. I made a mistake yesterday on my shift and did not complete a wound treatment on a patient. He had developed another skin issue that I was concentrating on. I had read and flagged his treatments and then had other things happen that I could not complete the treatment and did not inform the next shift. Our treatments are "mixed" in a MAR (we do not have a separate TAR) and many times the treatment supplies are missing or mixed in the med cart (against state regulations for meds to be with creams, etc.). This was one of the concerns I discussed with my DON. I specifically told her I was afraid of mistakes that could be made with the need to "hunt" for the orders and supplies and that wound care should have a separate TAR/cart. I called my DON this morning and admitted to the mistake and expressed understanding if I get a write up (it will be my first write up ever).
I feel like I am being a wimp. I just want to have time to truly take care of my patients. With 15 patients it is difficult to ensure that I can complete all med passes accurately, treatments, acute care PRN, check labs, contact doctor/families. I believe if I had a better ratio or if acuity was considered more, I would feel more confident that my patients and license were "safe".
I just do not think this will get better with my BSN. I see posts from RNs and other nursing fields that express the same thing. I am so worried about all of this that I am losing sleep and I am almost brought to tears more times than I can count.
Is there any hope? How can I be a better nurse? Am I just not good at my job?
I have been a LPN for 3 years in Indiana. I have over 2 years experience in LTC/Rehab and Alz. I am also a junior in college for my BSN.
I started a new job about 5 weeks ago. I work weekend options (two 16 hour shifts) so I can complete my school work/clinical during the week.
I really need some feedback as I am deciding if nursing is really "for me". I have read a lot of posts on here that confirm some of my thoughts, but would like to present my issues for replies.
Our typical ratio is 15-25 patients for 1 nurse and 1-2 CNAs depending on staffing. The units are typically a mix of LTC and rehab (mostly rehab). Acuity is very staggered. The nurse is responsible for all meds, charting (including Medicare daily charting), helping with toileting/call lights/ADLs, assisting with meals (room trays and dining room), wound care and assessments, admissions, vitals, accuchecks, INRs, etc. Basically everything.
I have already had some issues every weekend I have worked. I met with my DON last week (5 days ago) and discussed many of my concerns with supplies, organization and staffing. I also called the director on Friday before my weekend shifts to express concern about staffing and the requirements of my position that are not typical "nurse" responsibilities (believe me I am all about helping, but this place is a little more than I have ever seen with spreading the responsibilities). During meals all of the CNAs are usually in the dining room to serve, transport, feed, etc. The nurses are then responsible for all room trays, answering call lights, answering phones, etc.
Anyway, my biggest question is this: Should I change careers? I feel that I am constantly working at facilities where I spread too thin. I made a mistake yesterday on my shift and did not complete a wound treatment on a patient. He had developed another skin issue that I was concentrating on. I had read and flagged his treatments and then had other things happen that I could not complete the treatment and did not inform the next shift. Our treatments are "mixed" in a MAR (we do not have a separate TAR) and many times the treatment supplies are missing or mixed in the med cart (against state regulations for meds to be with creams, etc.). This was one of the concerns I discussed with my DON. I specifically told her I was afraid of mistakes that could be made with the need to "hunt" for the orders and supplies and that wound care should have a separate TAR/cart. I called my DON this morning and admitted to the mistake and expressed understanding if I get a write up (it will be my first write up ever).
I feel like I am being a wimp. I just want to have time to truly take care of my patients. With 15 patients it is difficult to ensure that I can complete all med passes accurately, treatments, acute care PRN, check labs, contact doctor/families. I believe if I had a better ratio or if acuity was considered more, I would feel more confident that my patients and license were "safe".
I just do not think this will get better with my BSN. I see posts from RNs and other nursing fields that express the same thing. I am so worried about all of this that I am losing sleep and I am almost brought to tears more times than I can count.
Is there any hope? How can I be a better nurse? Am I just not good at my job?