I am a nursing student, and I was in my clinical rotation recently and a floor nurse says to me, "that girl over there is a cutter ( she was pointing to a patient)" with a disgusted look on her face. I wanted to say "SO?"
Well, I have about 5 scars on my arms from cutting years ago that I hide with a long sleeve shirt.
A few months ago I went to the school health clinic for a check up and the nurse gave me a nasty look when she saw my arms and said, "Are you done with all that???" She made me feel absolutely horrible and I just started crying.
Here's my question.... why are these nurses so disgusted? Obviously someone has to be in some major turmoil to self inflict harm. I'm already ashamed and I live with it everyday when I look in the mirror.
I had a classmate ask me about them as well when I was wearing a t-shirt, before I could respond she said "oh, you're one of those"
I honestly don't like lying so when people ask me about my scars I usually just shrug and change the subject. Are colleagues going to think I'm mentally unstable?