Hello wonderful people. Scary news - last night my boyfriend cut his thumb open in like 4 places. We went to urgent care and they were giving him "lydacane?" to numb it before stiches. Well im holding his good hand, and watching the dr. put the needle in all 4 cuts. Carl is not happy and hes in pain. all of the sudden i am hot, sweaty, about to puke and faint. I asked the nurse to take his hand please, because i was going to be sick. i went to the bathroom and i was okay, i didnt get sick. I went back to the room and held his hand i just didnt look at his thumb again. When the dr was stiching i was okay watching that.
Im a nervous wreck becuase if i cant handle a shot in a bloody finger, how am i going to be a nurse??????? i start school in feb., is this something that i will get used to? please tell me im not alone in this. i want to be anurse more than anything, i cant believe i felt like such **** lastnight! please help!!!