Hey guys. So today was a rough day. It was one of those I dont want to go back to work days. A seasoned nurse got in my face to the point two people had to hold her back and escort her out the room. Sigh...I absolutely hate conflict. I need some advice though. But first, let me try to make a long story very short:
I've been orienting as a new nurse with a certain nursing home for a couple of weeks. I was told that this is rare, but I love the job so far. Every person who have trained me, and every unit i've worked on has been rewarding in some way, until today.
I began orientation today on the unit im supposed to be working on permanently. Orienting on a new unit always feels like starting fresh because i dont know the patients, the med cart is different and each mentor has their own way of doing things. Well this mentor literally just gave me the cart, told me to go do the med pass, as she retreated to the nurses station. So here I am, 1st day, by myself with a cart I've never worked on and patients I'm not familiar with. Not only that, but the cart was in a hot mess! There were all kinds of hippaa violations on the cart etc.
So while I'm slowly passing meds, one of the CNAs came to me and told me that I need to give a certain pt all his meds...including his 6, 8 and 10pm meds all crushed in one...and put it in his chocolate milk at 4pm. I told her that its not safe to do so and that I will give him the meds that's due at this time. She goes and gets my mentor who came, crushed all the meds including the ones due at 10pm, and put it in his milk. Now the CNA is looking at me like im stupid lol. Fast forward...
I'm in the managers office crying because I'm so overwhelmed by everything that's happening on the floor and I felt like I was alone. I had no intention of bringing up the med incident to the supervisor but I did. The supervisor then insists on bringing it up to the nurse because we all know that you need an order from a Dr to do something like that. She goes upstairs then 5 mins later, I hear the nurse/mentor, angrily page me over head to come to the floor...that's where she got in my face, saying how dare I call her actions unsafe...she has 30 years of experience etc etc. I kindly and calmly asked her to move her hand out of my face, and that's when two people grabbed her and took her out of the room. As she is leaving, she says that she was going to bring this up to someone and write a report on me. Now I don't know what she's going to say, but the only thing she can do is lie, or throw herself under the bus.
As I was leaving the floor with the supervisor, I see her at the end of the hallway with the other nurses talking. Problem is, I now feel like an enemy, because nurses/women/people tend to form bonds at work that no one can get through, no matter how wrong the person is. I have to go back on that floor and train with a different nurse. I do feel intimidated and afraid of what's going to happen. I dont want to work in a hostile environment. I do not want to be that nurse on the floor no one likes because one person in the clique has an issue with them. Its just not healthy. Im wondering if I should go to the DON and ask for a transfer to a different floor, or what should I do. Im so clueless right now. And I'm honestly afraid. Help!