I am literally scared to death. Every time I think about it now my hands start shaking. I studied really hard at the beginning of summer but then I had to have some stuff be approved from my state's BON- so I was more worried about that for a bit. I started out with Hurst but then my friend passed with Kaplan and gave me the rest of her Kaplan online stuff. I do ok on the qbanks-- like 50-60 and 1 random 88. But then I took the Kaplan readiness exam and got a 55! :/ but when I take the Hurst test reviews (which is actually what I purchased) I get 85-90s. My ATI predictor exam I got a 94% on my first try.
I just feel like I waited so long to take this exam. Nursing school was hell. My husband divorced me during fall semester my senior year and my dad also passed away from liver failure a couple months later (he was an alcoholic)-- needless to say- I wasn't focused and I failed a class. So I took spring semester off, didn't graduate with the class that I had spent the last 4 years with, and repeated my senior year and graduated with 3 people that I knew. I still graduated in the top 10% of my class, but I don't want to screw this up. I get so scared of picking the wrong answer that I start to overanalyze and read more into the question......
Can I just have some prayers for some inner peace? I'm literally hoping that I can prove to everyone that I'm not a huge disappointment. I know the content- I'm just scared. Please.
