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I've been clinically diagnosed with depression at age 13 and took AD and anti-anxiety meds off and on.
For the most part I was able to cope but working in bedside has exacerbated my sx.
Since starting nursing 6 years ago( CNA,LPN, now new RN) I've finally come to the conclusion that sometimes the stress gets the best of me and makes me feel worse.
After much thought and consideration, I asked my doctor today to restart my medications for depression and anxiety.
Since I have bills and a contract quitting is not an option, therefore I have to do what ever it takes to get me through the day. All I can do now is take one day at a time, until I can retrieve a nursing position out of bedside.
I love nursing with every fiber of my being, but bedside is NOT for me. I don't think I can ever get used to it.
Anyone been through anything similiar?
-sigh-