Before this last clinical, I was sure that I was going into the right field. However, after attempting to watch a c-section twice and having to walk out both times, I am beginning to have my doubts. I watched a vaginal birth and a circumcision without any problems but I have had a number of people ask me if I am capable of being a nurse. My clinical instructor was concerned about me as well and even let me take an ice pack and gum in to watch the surgery. This was upsetting because I really do enjoy the other aspects of nursing and wish I could handle the surgery. Am I not going to be able to be a nurse just because I cannot handle OR nursing or is this more than that? Has anyone else felt this way?