I am in fourth semester and have had six attempts to start an IV, but I have yet to successfully start one. My first attempt was the only time I have come close, I got flashback so I was in the vein, but the catheter wouldn't advance, my instructor even tried to push the catheter in the vein and it wouldn't go. It was my first try so I didn't think much of it and I was really excited about it and couldn't wait for another attempt. But each attempt I get I find myself getting more and more disappointed in myself. This semester I had two attempts with one instructor and then I got two attempts with another. When I got a second attempt with each of those instructors and when I was unsuccessful I couldn't help but feel like I was letting them down, like you let me try a second time and I still can't get it. The last time the instructor even suggested practicing on the practice arms like we did learning the skill. I just don't feel that would help because they are nothing like a human arm. I don't need remediation because I know the skill, but I just can't get the needle in the vein. Each time, I get the needle next to the vein but when I try to stick the vein it moves away from the needle. I am probably the only student in my class that has had this many opportunities, but I still can't get it. I am so frustrated with myself.