Hey you guys.....what a week this has been. I have been really tired and stuff. My cheating ex verbally attacked me on Tuesday because I was wearing a cute above the knee skirt and turtleneck and some cute boots, I thought I looked pretty cute but he called me a sl*t in front of his friend and they laughed at me, really hurt my feelings. I just wanted to feel pretty after wearing ugly nursing uniforms and stuff.....if I look good, I feel good. My outfit wasnt slutty.....my skirt was about 2-3inchs above the knee which wasnt mini...it was a tad sexy but I felt good, it was still professional. The patient I was caring for died on Wednesday during our clinical which made me cry and i was sad all day......I just have had a stressful week! I have a test on Monday in my OB class plus I have about 4 other typed/written assignments due Monday, I have a test in Med Surg on Thurs.....I feel so stressed. I have slept alot today......and eating jellybeans. I feel.....like I am ready to give up! Nursing school
can be so tough sometimes.....I really want an A on this test on Monday but its on 5 chapters and I still havent read 2 of those 5 so I feel pretty bad, I am usually on top of my work but I just feel so.....tired and stressed. Any advice?
Feb 6, '05
Any advice? Absolutely. Put more distance between you and the cheating ex. He's not just a cheater, he's abusive and why do you need to be in the same place with him at the same time? It's hard enough surviving nursing school
without abusive words finding a place to take root and bloom in the already crowded brain space.
Nursing school can really take it out of you. I've watched our number dwindle because of the stress of school combined with life's little curve balls. We have no control over patients dying. It's something we have to process. Let your heart feel and heal. But the ex thing...
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.
It's not just for alcoholics.
Last edit by wonderbee on Feb 6, '05