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I am curious to hear from those who have considered this or who maybe approached many options; what do my prerequisites to get into the Nursing School allow me to go for if Nursing turns out to not be for me? I have heard of Health Information Management but what other options exist, if any? I wouldn't even know how to look, to be honest. Similar questions have been asked but those were specific to Pre Nursing. While the options maybe the same, perhaps there is something that would be a good fit to segway into after getting in. Thanks in advance for responses.
Backstory/Venting (Feel Free to Skip)
I find myself having to ask this now as I am not sure I am cut out to be a nurse. I am struggling with tests, but I can study more and master those, easily. I am confident in my next exam and expect a high B if not a low A. My issues have been with Clinical work (eg the most important part of Nursing School).
I love filling out the paperwork. I love the Nursing Care plans and even aced my first Nursing Care Plan, my only issue being my rationales didn't cite page numbers, only the book sources (others in my Clinical group had trouble staying focused on one Nurse Diagnosis whereas I had no trouble with that). Sadly, paired with my knack for memorizing medical jargon well enough to sound smarter than I am, that is where my talents in Nursing tend to dry up. I approach patients with an earnest wish to help but tend to look at them as a sack of fascinating components rather than people. I felt this was justified since Maslow's Heirarchy makes it clear that Physical well being is more important than Psycho-Social well being but my instructor has made it clear that unless I manage to become more human with my patients, I won't be getting through Nursing School.
One I was asked to get a full set of Vital Signs for complained that she hadn't been comfortable with me taking her apical pulse or checking under the blanket for sores and ulcers but that she felt intimidated into letting me. This is true and I do own up to it; I had run into problems with her allowing me to take vital signs and being, generally, very difficult. I approached it in kindness, initially, but when it became clear that my grade for clinicals was going to be jeopardized when she stone walled I relied on my old bouncer/security guard mainstay (eg nothing too big, or so I though; stepping just in inch closer than is comfortable, maintaining unnerving, unbroken eye contact, speaking in a curt yet persistent way, etc - I am not proud of it, but I am a big, uncharismatic, scary guy and this has always been my means of garnering compliance from others when avoiding/quelling/convincing them wasn't an option). I feel like much of this comes down to inherent brain function and personality stuff; things you can't just study for.
I don't like how this makes me feel. I don't like that I am viewing my clinical patients as obstacles to my success rather than sick human beings that need my help, more and more. I am sticking with it but if this doesn't click and I find that I can't deal with this, I would like a Plan B to opt into instead.