I know what I want to do. I have my sights set on OB. Ever since I turned 18 and before I had kids, this is what Iwanted to do. After having my daughter, I then enrolled in school with every intention of becoming an OB nurse. I have wavered from time to time as to what I want to do, but that is where my passion is. I absolutely loved having my clinicals there, I loved helping the new moms with breastfeeding (as I have very successfully BF my two). I know that there will be times when babies are unhealthy or ill, as I have already experienced this in the OB setting. During one of my clinicals, a baby died while the woman was in labor. The patient was 41 weeks along. It was a very very sad day for everyone on the floor. But, despite this, this is where I want to spend my career.
Where I know I can't go is Peds. I have also had the experience of an infant die the weekend following my clinical, and it just broke my heart. I nearly cried just from hearing report on the child.
I think I have a good chance at getting a job in OB. I have already met the head of OB, I get along well with the staff, and my best friend works in OB and has been spreading the word.