As many of you have talked about on this forum, I am also lost and confused...
Everytime I think of clinicals and my instructors, I feel like throwing up.
Maybe it's because I've never dreamt about being a nurse.. or maybe it's because English is my second language so I feel like I am always the 'quite girl.'
Being a nurse was never my dream and I still don't think it is... even when I have only one semester left. I don't know how I've made it this far and I don't really really know how I am going to go through another one without thinking about giving up everytime I wake up in the morning.
I chose nursing only because I did not find any majors that attracted me and my friend was going for nursing so I just followed her. I know it's pathetic and stupid.
I don't want to give up... because I've tried too hard to be where I am now but I don't want to be a nurse. I do make good grades. I did not fail any classes and my GPA is 3.8.
I know I can go through 7 more weeks and graduate.. but it sucks to be at a hospital for hours and hours knowing that this is not where my future lies..
Are there any people who just HATED nursing as a student but loves their job now?