Dear Patients,
It's 0700 hour. I've just clocked in at work to begin my shift. I get report, pull up labs, check your charts for new or missed orders, pull your meds from the fridge and medicine bin, and before I can get through all of these things, I'm being bombarded with requests from other hospital staff, family members, and yourselves. I so want to help you, to be by your bedside to care for you when you call. I wish I could give you more personal attention while you are under my nursing care. It is never my desire to keep you waiting, to not have time to answer your needs or questions left unresolved by your physicians. I became a nurse to be your advocate when necessary, to tend to your needs while you recover from your illness and/or surgery. It truly hurts me when I cannot give you the best of me as if you were my only patient. However, the "powers that be" are more interested in making money than they are in seeing to it that your nurse is not overworked, overly stressed, and at the top of my game.
I'm leaving this note by your bedside before you awake this morning to let you know that even if I can't get to you when you call for me, I am not ignoring your call, nor am I ignoring your need for pain meds, water, food, oxygen, explanations regarding tests you may have had; your need to bathe and have your bed changed, or any other need or want you have that needs to be responded to. I know when you are not feeling well, the last thing you want to consider is that all five or six of your nurse's patients have the same needs and wants, and I can only be in one place at one given time. Forgive me when you ask questions that I cannot answer right off the bat because nursing is such that we do not have time to read up on our patients history like we did in the golden days of yore. Today, "the powers that be" think we are "genies in a bottle" and all you have to do is rub us the right way, and we are johnny on the spot for your every need or desire. We truly wish we could be the punctual nurse for our patients, but "the powers that be" won't recognize the truth of why you have to wait, they would rather blame me and my fellow nurses for not tending to your need "yesterday". We get questioned about why you had to wait so long for..... We are counselled on not being able to give everybody what they want when they want it......and that list of everybodys includes patients like yourself, doctors (especially doctors), and the other departments that have orders to carry out on your doctor's behalf to ensure your well being, your improved healthcare, and your satisfaction.
Although you may only get to see me a few times (if that many) during my time as your nurse today, know that I am not ignoring you, but am working as hard as I can to get to you. Keep in mind that although there are five or six of you, there is only one of me. I thank you for your understanding and patience while I try my best to be the best nurse "the powers that be" allow me to be in the chaotic world of inpatient nursing as it is today.
It's a hospital's GREED that takes me away from you more and more. However, it's my compassion, understanding, and passion for what I do as a nurse that will keep our patient/nurse bond special...one no health insurance company or "powers that be" can touch. I am here for you....however thin I am spread....I would never abandon you.
Hope to see you more than once this shift,
Your nurse....