I have read your posts before and it seems like you are a dedicated employee and care about your patients. You try to get the extra input to make schedules and games that get your patients more involved. I am sorry for what is happening to you! I would have been very upset as well. You are learning what I also learned the hard way. You can give yourself, your time. Your energy, and a large portion of your life to your patients. The company you work for will always look at you as dollars and cents and just a number. But your patients won't look at you that way ever, so try not to forget what is important.