I guess I just need to vent. I'm thankful to have a job in dialysis because that is what I wanted when I graduated nursing school. I was hired at FMC a few months back working days and now I'm working evenings as a PCT. The thought of going in this afternoon is so depressing to me! This is a complete turnaround because I loved my job, enjoyed taking on new duties and enjoyed being there. I know that in this economy I should be thankful that I have a job, and I am, but I'm having a hard time being positive right now.