When should enough be enough?

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I can only answer this question for myself, but would love some opinions. I am sooo stressed out. I am a new grad. LPN, for those of you that didn't know, and I am working on ADN. I have been going to school for a few years without even a summer break. I moved to an area I hate, because I have an aunt who offered to help with my child. Her help is at no small cost, she will tell me boldly that I owe her and I have to do things like scrub floors and run whatever errands she sees fit. I am not being ungrateful, but I am a single parent with a home, job, school, and no other support person in the area. I feel like I have to jump when she says to and I barely have time or energy as it is. Besides that I hate my job, and have found it virtually impossible to find another one in my area, especially one that works around my schedule. I have to work tonight and have a test tommorrow morning that I am to stressed to study for. I also have an email assignment due today that I can't send, I contacted my instructor for help Friday, and I guess shes busy since its a holiday and has not responded. when it gets this bad I think something is telling me to stop, but the fact that I've made it this far tells me to keep going. I am not 100% sure about my career choice to be honest, but I love it so far. I just don't know if its worth it right now. I am seriouly considering putting it on hold for awhile, there is nothing wrong with that. Except I will have to repeat half of the program. AAh that sounds like a nightmare. Wait, this is a nightmare, lol, and I will soon wakeup!!! Seriously though, I have been through worse, and its sounds silly that I'm making such a big deal out of this, but I am just really stressed out and unhappy.

sounds like a tough situation....I would just try to suck it up and get through/...you don't have a long time left as another poster mentioned. It sounds like your aunt has some control issues from what you mentioned......I would just try to get through the rest of the program and in the end it will be worth it...it will be over before you know it......good luck

Specializes in ED, Rehab, LTC.

Thanks so much for the support and encouragement, I really needed that. It's easy to get caught up in all the chaos and forget why I'm doing this in the first place. I also forget how fortunate I am to have this oppurtunity because many single parents don't. For now I think I am going to keep going. As one of the posters said, I have made it through practical nursing school which was not necessarily harder, but it took up a lot more time. I just hope I can see the light at the end soon, very soon because it feels like forever. Thanks again.

Specializes in Clinicals.

You can do it!!!! You made it this far, think of how happy you will be when its all over and keep going! :w00t:

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