Torn by decision
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Sooo... some of you may remember that I have been having headaches. Several weeks ago I had an MRI and a scare that was thankfully false for tumor. I did have a few very bad days about that one. Anyhoo, the current theory from the neurologist is that I am suffering from the mother of all atypical migraine variants. 6 weeks and counting. I have been started on supression therapy, and am just waiting for it to kick in. I have also been referred to a ENT doc to see if maybe there is a sinus element to the issue, though most of the pain is occipital in nature. In the meantime I am trying to look for things that can be causing or making the headaches worse.
In October I took a medical leave to have a minor elective surgery. I was having headaches before I left for the surgery, and the current headache hit me the moment that I came back to the floor. I could come to the conclusion that I am allergic to my job- but I am not yet ready to go that far- or I could come to the conclusion that maybe, just maybe I have hit the wall on night shift.
I have always been a tried and true nightshifter- thus the allnurse handle. I like that most of the family has gone home, the doctors have left for the day, and that I can actually find my charts. I may not have the supportive staff that the day shift has, but I don't have to trip over that staff either. The quieter atmosphere allows me the time to actually sit with my patients once in a while and do a little teaching, find out their fears and allay them if I can, and decipher the progress notes so that I can let the next nurse know what the plan is.
If all of the above are not good enough reasons to want to stay on night shift, there is the financial incentive, and it is not a small one. When you actually break down what a night shift differential comes to in a month and a year, it is a hard amount of money to give up- the car I bought while in nursing school was less. On top of that I would have to be at work at 7am. Needless to say, I am not, repeat not a morning person.
So why am I considering this move? Why would I want to be a tired poor nurse who spends her miserable days tripping over cardiologists for less money?
Because. Maybe. The. Headaches. Would. Go. The. %^&%^/. Away.
Oh, and maybe I would be able to get a date one of these days.
So what do all of you think? I have to let my manager know tomorrow. I mainly wrote it all out so that I could have it all out on paper, but any input is greatly appreciated.