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I'm a new nurse working telemetry. Had 1 week of classroom orientation and 6 weeks with a preceptor. I've been on my own for 2 months now and I'm having some issues, mostly with the charge nurse who makes the assignment. I do not believe she takes into consideration that I am a brand new nurse. We have 5 pts each. On my first week alone, she assigned me to a pt that had an AICD misfiring with an order to hang lidocaine. I refused the assignment and she agreed to swap this pt for someone else. Two weeks or so later I had a pt brady down to 30, but holding her pressure. I asked the charge for help (she does not have a pt assignment). Instead of helping me through this situation, she left when her shift ended shortly thereafter. No other nurses helped me either. Praise God the pt survived... got her down to ccu once I had some meds in her and had her HR sitting "stable" in the upper 30's.
This same charge nurse assigned me a pt who kept going in and out of afib with RVR 180's. I bolused cardizem three times and had a drip going. Finally the Dr. ordered me to just titrate the drip. Being brand new, I felt uncomfortable titrating this drip (not to mention that we are not supposed to titrate on the floor). Once the pt's pressure started dropping, the Dr said to transfer to ICU. The charge nurse argued with me that I could titrate the drip here on the floor. I had to go over her head to the nursing supervisor to get my transfer.
I could tell you several more stories, but I think you get the point. I understand that working a stepdown cardiac floor, things can go wrong and quickly. I think I am handling it well as a new nurse, just that I need more support. There is only 1 nurse I can consistantly rely on to back me when things get a little hairy. Everyone else is always too busy... But when other nurses need help, I'm always there. Something minor like an IV is beeping, I go check it out. Someone's sugar dropped to 38, I assisted the nurse with that pt until stable. Another nurse had a pt go tachy over 200, I took her new admission that had just come up.
I sat down with my manager and explained how frustrated I am getting. One, with the charge nurse not screening the assignment before giving them to me, and two, with the lack of team work on our unit. Instead of addressing the problem, my manager suggested I work a different shift that she says has more cohesiveness. In the same conversation, she told me this is real world nursing and I better get used to it.
I love my floor. I love my pts. I love all things cardiac. I feel like I'm getting into my own "groove" as a nurse. I'm becoming more confident in my assessments and in my interventions. I just don't have the support. Is it like this everywhere? Is it every man for himself? I don't want to leave if it's all the same... Any words of advice or wisdom for a frustrated new nurse?
Thanks in advance!