I graduate in a few months and this week while in ICU I had a new admit that had overdosed on tylenol (like 50 ES tabs). I worked for hours with the nurse and doctor doing one on one care keeping the pt alive and caring for the pt... I won't add all the details. By the time I left for postconference I felt like my head was filled with fuzz.
As soon as I got home and was able to be alone I just started crying, and being afraid that I am not cut out to do this job because this affected me so much. Thinking about this and dealing with it alone I am hoping this just means I care and eventually it will get easier.
Has anyone dealt with this yet?
I just need to share somewhere and here seems a good place.
thanks for listening to my rambling:(