Returning to Nursing After Depression

[hazyblue]

So, I am planning to return to nursing after battling depression. I'll be starting work in the kind of near future. The thing is I can't help but feel like a rotten version of my former self. A part of me keeps on bashing and hating on people inside my head. Somewhere in my mind, I've made horrible comments of sexist, racist, and many other kinds of ~ist. I have become a "hater". I wonder if this the trend with sad, lonely people. I wonder if I could ever "regain my niceness" once I "regain my happiness."

It's quite tiring and saddening to have to correct myself every time. I was wondering if other people have experienced/is experiencing the same. I normally resolve this by myself but this one has to get out of and I can't talk to the wall. (They're quite thin where I'm at.)

[SunnyPupRN]

Holy crap, that's amazing!