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I recently got into a disagreement with the nurse manger on the unit and was sent for a "fit for duty" assessment (managers trump card). At this time they did a drug an alcohol urine and blood test, which came back negative. Several years ago I came up positive for alcohol in both my urine and blood. I took full resposibility for my actions and was devasted. My identical twin sister was killed several months prior to the event in a house fire that she had caused while drinking. It was a horrible time for me and it was the trigger that made my drinking esculate. I went straight into an aggressive outpatient tx and stayed in recovery for about 2 yrs. 2 years ago I started drinking again thinking of course I could handle it but I couldn't. I never drank at work, never had any legal issues, never made a mistake at work and recieved nothing but high praises from both the staff and patients for my hard work. I woke up one day realizing where this was heading and admitted myself into a 28 tx center and now I have been in recovery for over a year now.
I was honest with my nurse manager at the time and disclosed everything to her only to have it thrown back into my face with this disagreement. Now I am being forced to report to occupational health every morning before my shift to take a breath alyizer test and report monthly to the employee assistance office to meet with a counslor. I also learned at this time that my contract of employeement had never or will it ever expire. I have gotten nothing except run around when I have questioned the hospitals actions regarding this and when I asked why at no time prior to this event was a random drug screen done on me the answer I get is "I don't know" I really think that this is wrong and feel like I am being mistreated because of my recovery. I have gone to the assistant nursing director regarding this matter only to receive a phone call from my nurse manager yelling at me because I went to her boss over this matter. I am looking for advice and also hoping you all will share what your hospitals policy is on employee addiction and recovery.