Recovering RN seeking to re-enter practice

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Hello all, thanks for reading. I am a 35 y/o inactive RN from Ohio. I graduated from an ADN program in 1991 and practiced until 1998. I diverted narcs from my employer in 1996, was offered treatment in lieu of conviction, but in actuality my disease was just getting started. So, long story short, I have a felony conviction, lost my license and continued along this self-destructive path until 2002. I am happy to report that I have been clean and sober since 5-1-02. After about a year clean, I scratched my head and wondered if I could return to nursing and what steps I needed to take to attain that goal. Now, 2 years later, I have done an immense amount of work and submitted stacks of paperwork to the OBN to demonstrate my desire to return to active practice. I have been offered an consent agreement w/ the Board and, if all goes as planned, will have a probationary license reinstated in July! I will have permanent narcotic and practice restrictions, as well I should. My reason for this post is simple....I am wanting to hear from other nurses who've been through this process or are currently, to get advice about how to proceed w/ interviews, etc, what jobs would be 'recovery friendly' and how peers treated them. My hands sweat when I think about telling a potential employer about my past but I am confident that, eventually, I will be hired. I feel like a different woman than the one who used IV narcs thanks to the 12 step program, God and my family. If I can get clean, anyone can!

God bless!

Jeannie

Jeannie,

Working in recovery would be a great option for you, but not your only option. Other choices might be : IV therapy (just not starting narcotic drips or not if this is a trigger for you), wound care/treatment nurse, employee health, telephone triage, staff development/quality assurance... I'm sure there are lots of others. I have hired many nurses in recovery and only once have been disappointed (yet, realized it was the disease, not the person that disappointed me).

Congrats on your recovery. It truly is a miracle to watch someone with this horrible disease overcome the obstacles of addiction. I wish you the best!!!!

how about nurse manager position at the long term facilities like an assisted living facility? a nurse manager is responsible for admission of patient and make the medical decisions for the patients and supervision of all staffs. i know they are paid alot better than the floor nurses.

Specializes in I don't have much experiance yet..

I, too, am a recovering addict. I have been sobor, now for almost 6 years. When I became a teenager I fell into the wrong crowd and my substance abuse esculated from there. I got sobor at 20y/o. I am proud to say that I have never had a legal drink and have never been to a bar. Most importantly, I have no desire at all to use anything to numb myself. I am currently working in an adult drug and alcohol inpatient rehab. I am also getting ready to start my first semester of clinical. I have been in school taking all of the nursing prereqs. ever since I was a year sobor. I wanted to take my time to make sure that this was where God wanted me. At first I was very fearful of work around narcs.and syringes, but for the past 4 years I have had the desire to use lifted. However, I have learned one thing that is very important to my recovery, and that is to be honest with myself. If I even start to feel any type of urge to use something, I take myself away from the situation, and call my support people. Working in a drug and alcohol facility, I am faced with clts trying to smuggle in legal and illegal drugs on a regular basis. I have to take these substances and flush them when clts are caught with them. I don't tell everyone that I am in recovery. I had to learn the hard way, that some people are not understanding and knowlegable on the disease of addiction and may make unreasonable opinions of me. I did put it on my physical form for clinical, but my classmates do not know. I am a grateful recovering addict who will also be a great nurse one day!! :)

I think it is a beautiful thing that you have worked on yourself and are now pursueing your dream!! Good luck with all of your endevors!!

Sincerely,

Jennifer

Specializes in Public Health, DEI.
Mercytea,

LOL! I guess great minds think alike!

I like your avatar! I agree! Vote for BO!!!!!! Isn't he awesome! :smokin:

Jennie,

Looks like you've got lots of support here! I say go for it!

God bless,

Janie

Yep, Bo is awesome! One more week till he becomes the new American Idol!:balloons:

Specializes in Psych, Dialysis, L & D, Long Term Care.

:balloons: Thank you all for your well wishes, support and honest personal experiences!! My eyes teared up reading your responses. I am obviously not alone. :)

What are your thoughts about resume submission, specifically, should I include my restrictions on my resume or cover letter? Or 'drop the bomb' as it were once I am called in for an interview? I haven't hit the bricks looking for a nursing position since 1997 so consequently feel a bit rusty. My plans are to relocate to Columbus, OH in an effort to broaden my playing field. Additionally, should I include my non-nursing work since leaving practice on my resume? I have been a waitress for the past two years.

Here's a personal bittersweet recovery story you all might appreciate....When I was 16 months sober, my mother died of Alzheimer's Disease. It was a long, wretched passing. I am the youngest of six and really put my mom through hell in my active addiction. My brother and I were blessed to be present when she died. When the funeral home came to collect her body, the funeral director encouraged all six of us to place something personal in the casket with her, if we wished. Then it hit me....I will give her my one-year sobriety coin!! The morning of the funeral, I did just that, kissing her forehead and whispering, "I promise you, mom." I wanted her to know I was getting my life back and planned on staying clean. Now I feel like she's cheering me on as I work towards getting my RN license reinstated!!

Jeannie

Jeannie,

I wouldn't put anything on my resume except the normal things that would be expected. On the application it will probably ask about felony convictions and you would need to address any legal issues. There are specific questions future employers are not allowed to ask re any disabilities, such as addiction, until after an offer has been made per the American Disabilties Act. However, if you have restrictions that prevent you from performing the job I would certainly be honest about those up front with the nurse manager at the interview. Be prepared with any "proof" you might have that shows how well you are doing in recovery. Letters from your treatment facility/counselors/case manager from the state nursing board/etc. Be positive and let your light shine! You have overcome so much already ~ be proud of your accomplishment!

Don't be discouraged if you hear a dozen "I'm sorry's" because there is a job out there that will be just right for you! Best wishes to you!!!

PS ~ Beautiful story about your Mom.... We all need an angel to watch over us...

Good Luck

Hey, I live in Louisiana too and am a cubs fan as well. I also love the saints, but please dont hold your breath for this to happen at one time!!!

But if it ever does, we will PARTY together!!!

Trying to be funny,

Lisa

My suggestion about working in rehab was completely serious, for the reasons you mentioned. I can't think of a better person for the job than one who has struggled with the same challenges and can be there as an example.

I could not agree with this more. This sounds like an excellent field for you to go in to. When I first started reading your post, read about diversion and a felony restriction, my first thought was, "No way, there's not a BON who would take this." You proved me wrong. :) However, it sounds like you've done A LOT of hard work to get there. Congratulations on staying clean and sober! I think that with your experience, you should consider a position as a rehab nurse.

Good luck and God Bless!

I know-first hand how hard beating an addiction is. Now that you have started on the right path, the right decisions will be easier to make. I am so proud of anyone who can beat something like this. I have clean and sober for 4 years now, and I know if I can...anyone can. Best of luck. Your on the right path. :)

Hi Jeanie, You are in the right place as far as understanding and encouragement. A few thoughts: I have 9-1/2 years "clean" - actually was on methadone 2 of those years. At first I was turned down many times. Too little experience for a triage service. I was optimistic about MDS coordinator and treatment nurse positions, but they wanted someone who could float to the floor if needed. Many times people wanted to hire me tomorrow, but when I mentioned the restrictions they said, "Oh that just wouldn't work out." To avoid wasting my time and theirs, I started mentioning my consent order early in the interview. Finally I was refered to a DON who was very supportive and had some other recovering nurses on board. This was in longterm care, my first love. Everyone knew about my restrictions - they were pretty obvious. Most were supportive, although it was a hassle for them to pass my control meds. A few - in two places - were ugly about it, but they were pretty unpleasant people in general!

I'm not sure how to help you with attitude. I feel in my case that it's a gift from my Higher Power, and from others in recovery. Partly I accept some of the fear of being judged, because after all I'm paying the price for my behavior and it could be much worse. Last week I had an interview in which they first asked if I had a current license ("Yes"). Do I have any restrictions on my license ("No"). Have I ever had restrictions ("Yes"). I also feel somewhat proud of myself and all those who helped me, but I haven't expressed it before. I guess I feel this is something I have to offer, especially at state mental health/addiction type places.

My husband is working in home care now, just got his CNA! We both helped family members who were close to death. But I first started diverting from Hospice meds which were being discarded. I now have a very painful physical condition, and two psych problems, with several meds for all of these. I really want to go back to patient care, and feel like the right job will appear, as long as I'm looking hard. :

I'm grateful for all the people here and available. Will try to be one of them, and not too long-winded. Love to you and God bless you, Marie :Melody:

Yes, it's me again - still learning! Somehow I entered 2 copies of this. Keep trying to delete one, but no go.

GB, Later, MCF:rotfl:

Jeannie. Thank You for being so honest and open with all of us here at Allnurses. Good Luck to you. I hope you will be able to pursue whatever avenue you feel is the best for you. I think Rio had some really great advice.

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