I've been at my first RN position for 4 months now. I don't think I want to continue. I know that I CAN, but I don't WANT to anymore. The stress is just unbelievable. All I ever wanted to do is be a nurse, and now that I am all I want is OUT. School was really no preparation for this, and it has left me very disappointed
I just cant rationalize to myself why I should subject myself to 12-13 hour days on my feet sometimes without a break at all, along with rude phyicans, rude patients, rude families and RUDE MANAGEMENT. For what reason??? I keep asking myself....the MONEY? NO. No way, it is NOT worth it at all. I rather make half the pay and have sanity and peace in my life. The funny thing is, the word around is that I work on one of the best floors.
I think I'm going to put in my notice this week. The problem is, I have no idea what to do with myself if I leave. Nursing has put such a bad taste in my mouth. What else is available for someone with only 4 months experience? I feel so lost