You need to do what you can to get yourself help. Go in on your day off and talk to someone; HR, your boss, a coworker, anyone. No one here can call HR or your resources for you, I'm sure someone would if we could! You must do this for your mental and physical health. Reach out to someone at the hospital. Walk in to the hospital and straight into HR and tell them what's going on. Please reach out to someone.