I am 2 months into my nursing program. I spend literally all of my time studying. As soon as spring break hit, I realized I had lost myself in the madness. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. I'm depressed, haven't felt like reaching out to anyone and I have a tightness in my throat. I've made plans to study, but because I'm so unhappy it takes me twice as long to do the work. I work out 4 times a week before class...but I feel like its not good enough. My biggest issue is I am not my carefree silly, loving self anymore. I've become depressed, meek, a little jealous at times, and a computer and TV whore. Getting out into the real world and having fun seems so difficult because I don't feel free. I feel shackled down, and heavy.