Just to reiterate what everyone else has been saying, you are not alone. Your story is very similar to my own. I work on a med/surg telemetry unit, patient ratio usually 5:1 and there are some nights...
As I was just reading your post I couldn't help but feel some relief that at least I am not alone. Your story is almost identical to my own. I graduated in may, got an interview at an amazing magnet...