I have applied to San Joaquin Valley College in Visalia, CA & recently found out I'm am a alternate I'm so bummed out and I am loosing faith. I also found out this week I wasn't selected for Fresno City College's Rn program ( first time in lottery ). Can my week get any worse! Do I have a chance at this school as an alternate? I want this SO BADLY. I'm aware of the cost and know it is hard to get in anywhere. I feel like I will never get in anywhere. The advisor told me have faith but I don't have any:/ any words of faith or guidance are much needed. I just graduated from CSU Fresno and I was so excited to start my career as a nurse . I'm a single mother of a 1 year old and feel like I'm letting my daughter down so badly it hurts..