Yes, addiction is such an ugly ugly disease. Was it just the one relapse or has it continues for awhile? One thing I have learned is that your have to put yourself first.....meaning you can't and shouldn't avoid getting help for fear of punishment fr...
Omaapecm replied to IsabellaRN2's topic in Recovery
What is you drug screening going to show???? Are there any truths to the allegations? Sorry but I have to ask. When you were accused of being under influence did you submit a test?
start out with one hour/minute at a time until you can get to one day at a time. Try not to stress about the future as this could only make things worse. Pick up the phone and call someone or go to a meeting. You need to get a reliable supper system ...
It is a shame that you took responsibility, sought treatment and thins ended that way. I truly feel for your situation. With that said there is something to be said for what you've been through. Your strong and keep that in mind as you continue with ...
Omaapecm replied to RNismydream's topic in Recovery
When I was a student and had to go before the board they had already pulled my prescription report and nailed me to the wall for a valid prescription of Xanax. I had no idea they could even do that! From my understanding of things know, they can pret...
Sounds awful! No matter what your history you don't deserve to be treated that way. It is true you don't want to make waves but just be issue you are an addict doesn't mean you have to be treated in such demeaning manner. Pretty sure locking the door...
Unless there is a paper trail of drug use absolutely say No. That was where I made my big "screw up." I basically gave up my entire life story and made myself look so so so bad. Answering yes will open things up for all sorts of question.......includ...
Hi Maria425 Welcome! It is nice to hear that the board showed compassion for whatever your situations is. However , just with experience , I caution you to remember they are here to protect the pueblo not the nurses. I once thought my caseworker was ...
Omaapecm replied to Lostie1977's topic in Recovery
Hang in there! Things will get better. Stay focused on family and your sobriety and keep hitting the pavement until that perfect job comes to you. I'm sorry your going through hard times.
Omaapecm replied to dirtyhippiegirl's topic in Recovery
I am hoping and praying for ya! However I must agree with the above post. I would in no way mention anything about your husband. You can be assured it will stamped in bold into your file. They would most definitely use it against you on some way. Wh...
Congratulations on your re-entry into the nursing world. As far as workplace pressure and my recovery..........I choose to work in low stress environment for this very reason. I know my limitations and I know that working in place like medsurg or ER ...
Omaapecm replied to Recovering_RN's topic in Recovery
I have to turn in my attendance sheets every 3 months . I go to NA because I love to go but it wasn't always that way. It took over a year to find a group I was compatible with. It really does make a difference. If you are required to you might as we...
You definitely don't want to surrender. I had asked my attorney the same exact question and she had said a surrender is still a very Negative mark in your record. She has advised me to go forward with there probation agreement and then inactivate m...
Omaapecm replied to dirtyhippiegirl's topic in Recovery
The good thing about these forums is once you "vent" there really is some sense of relief. At least, it is for me. It sounds like a real crap of a situation but pretty much out of your control. Hopefully your case worker has some compassion. I know i...
An attorney is always a good idea but I don't know how you could convince your employer not to report it. We are all human and make mistakes but part of learning from our mistakes is taking responsibility and suffering through the consequences. Why w...
Don't give up! Your already doing part of the program by going to AA. It's a tough program and allows for no mistakes. I've felt like giving up on numerous occasions but am so thankful I didn't. My disease was telling me to give up but I didn't. I r...
Omaapecm replied to Nurmik5290's topic in Recovery
I also agree with the above post. If you go through the board there most definitely be some kind of probation agreement which will be public knowledge. If you complete your 3 year monitoring at least it all goes away after that. Never public! That's ...
Omaapecm replied to nursingstudent2466's topic in Recovery
You can order your own back round check. Go to your local sheriff's department and get finger printed and they have should have form request. Basically, just tell them you want to do your own federal background check. This is what I did pry to gettin...
Have you thought about volunteering for programs such as DARE or PACE programs or something similar. Wouldn't require or utilize your license but it could be so rewarding. We hAve a center in my area that is an adult day care center. I knew of studen...