Hi lisa41rn, I know exactly what you are talking about...I just graduated this year and woking in a busy ED for 5 months. I have my good days and my bad days, and the bad days are getting better because I'm learning to be "ok" with the bad days. It sucks that it is the mistakes that we make that wear us down, but think of it this way....learn from your mistakes and you won't make the mistake again because of all the time you had to make you feel guilty!!! I think as new grads we feel so awful when we make mistakes because we feel that we let ourselves and others down, but i'm slowly trying to come to terms with the fact that mistakes are going to happen, you're only human. LEARN FROM THEM....I have felt so bad when I made a mistake and I talk to other nurses about it, and they all tell me "that if your first of many." Try not to be so hard on yourself, I know it is easier said then done!!!! Good Luck to you...Let's try to enjoy our first year of nursing!!! One day we will look back and LAUGH!!!!!