WOW!!!!!!!! hate for you to take care of one of my family members! "preceptors" usually have it made!!!! the hospital i work at = everyone jumps at the chance to have a new nurse do all the work, or...
Wow, that's terrible for you, but don't give up! I'm a newbie too, and while I haven't hurt anyone either, I've made more mistakes than you described FOR SURE!!! I absolutely hate my nursing...