Do not feel bad, I failed the exam twice myself. I was devastated, humiliated, embarrassed ect...... I put my big girl panties on and studied the cd from saunders and did all of the 4000 questions, and then a few other cd's. I quit studying out of the book just did the questions and I finally passed my third time with 85 questions. I can't even count how many books I read over and over and over again. I am a visual learner and I swear that is what helped me, especially if you got the question wrong on the cd, and they gave you the rationale, that is what really helped me. A lot of the nclex questions were very very similar to the ones from saunders cd. But you have to do all of the questions, at least twice. Hope this helps.